When I got my number, it seemed so far away. It seemed like a dream even though I had my number, confirmation email and started packing. In training, this is the time when mileage goes up and the struggle gets real. This is the time in your training that can make or break you. This is the most crucial time and the most important aspect is a level head. It really feels real now. I'm really running the Paris marathon in 2 months and the nerves just arrived.
In a little over a month I will take my last long run. That's really no far away. This time around I'm going to take a 22 mile run instead of 20. Training plans for faster marathon times all seem to have a longer run as the end before the taper. I figure I will just take it slow and get up to 22. I have been training extremely hard for this race and it all seems real now. This is extremely scary for me. This is my first international race and I haven't been running marathons for even a year yet. I did well in my half recently but a lot can happen in 26.2. I've dreamed of this city my whole life. I can't believe it's so close. In 2 months I will be running past every major landmark Paris is known for.
The problem lies within my own self confidence. I never feel ready. These next 2 months are crucial to my success and that's frightening. This is the time when you go all out on speed runs and take you long runs longer. We have had record snow fall here in Boston and running on a treadmill is inevitable. honestly though, I think it's helping my speed. I hate that damn thing but running as fast as I can has helped. Of course, anytime I can run outside, I'm in there like swimwear! Running around the city is calming. Plus with all this snow, no one is out. Today here in Boston out train system is shut down so no one is around. Perfect day for a long run! Nobody out and running in the street won't be suicidal. I want to break an 8 minute average pace per mile in Paris.
With 2 months to go there is so much to do. Learn important phrases in French like "Bib pick up" and "I would like you phone number (LOL)". Also need to perfect outfits, see when M83 is playing... Right now the focus is speed and how to build my endurance. Plus find adorable shoes and a spring jacket. I can't believe this is happening! I'm going to f%^king Paris!!!!
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